You never know what's comin' for ya.

Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance.

Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.

You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

My characters shall have, after a little trouble, all that they desire.

If you held my hand, or kissed my lips. And it all failed. I would still want to only be with you, but to not be a lover to be your friend, forever. And have the occasional awkwardness of your body pressed upon mine as you kissed my lips softly.

You are quite the glorious fascination from my mind. Even though you look like an utter crazed maniac, I cant help but find myself somewhat attracted to you.

Yes Me.

"The power of a photograph, it owns ones memory and releases all happiness."-- C.M.Hayes




















Something as simple as a photograph.

Pics from new Franz ferdinand single

New franz ferdinand!

While I sit in here, a sentimental face stares
And a voice says hi so
So what you gotta what you gotta disdain
C’mon let’s get high
C’mon look so, you got next oh
Walk twenty five miles oh
Well I’m bored I’m bored
C’mon let’s get high

Well I found a new way
I found a new way
C’mon doll and use me
I don’t need your sympathy

La, la la la la
Ulysses
I’ll find a new way
I’ll find a new way, baby

My Ulysses, My Ulysses
No, bet you are now, boy
So sinister, so sinister
Last night was wild
What’s a matter there, feeling kinda anxious?
That heart that grew cold
Yeah everyone, everybody knows it
Yeah everyone, everybody know it
Everybody knows I

La, la la la la
Ulysses
I’ll find a new way
I’ll find a new way, baby

Oh, then suddenly you know
You’re never going home
You’re never you’re never you’re never you’re never you’re never you’re never
You’re never going home.

Not Ulysses, baby.
No, la la la la whooo whoo
You’re not Ulysses, whooo whoo
La la la la, whooo whoo

Ah, I'm so glad Heath Ledger won the oscar, it was great. On ya brother.

I do not want people to be agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them.


To sit in the shade on a fine day, and look upon verdure is the most perfect refreshment.


Where so many hours have been spent in convincing myself that I am right, is there not some reason to fear I may be wrong?


One half of the world cannot understand the pleasures of the other.


Everybody likes to go their own way--to choose their own time and manner of devotion.


If any one faculty of our nature may be called more wonderful than the rest, I do think it is memory. There seems something more speakingly incomprehensible in the powers, the failures, the inequalities of memory, than in any other of our intelligences. The memory is sometimes so retentive, so serviceable, so obedient; at others, so bewildered and so weak; and at others again, so tyrannic, so beyond control! We are, to be sure, a miracle every way; but our powers of recollecting and of forgetting do seem peculiarly past finding out.

Nothing amuses me more than the easy manner with which everybody settles the abundance of those who have a great deal less than themselves.

There will be little rubs and disappointments everywhere, and we are all apt to expect too much; but then, if one scheme of happiness fails, human nature turns to another; if the first calculation is wrong, we make a second better: we find comfort somewhere.

Today I went to Belmont with mum. I brought some high heels and looked at some stuff around etc. Brought some fish and paprika to make dinner from a recipe tonight. I also made my chocolate fudge, which tastes delicious I must say :)

The other day we went to the beach because Ziggy finally got her stitches out. I have to say after not going for 2 weeks it felt like I hadn't been to the beach for 2 years and I was craving it ever so much. I dont think I could live far from the beach, ever. Or at least far from some form of water may it be a pool, lake or the beach. I do have to say the beach is nicest followed by the pool and then the lake because sometimes Im not quite sure what's awaiting me at the bottom.

I started looking at old scripts that I had written about 2 pages of then quit, I have to say they were quite good and the memories came flushing through my head. I started a new one the other day and its going quite well. I think I'll chip in a little bit each day or days when I have a revelation. I usually get most of my ideas when I'm in bed which is annoying but I repeat them in my mind about 3 or 4 times so I remember them when I wake up.
Anyway I'm going to help make this fish paprika thing with spicy cherry tomato salsa :)
Byex

That might be a suprise but its true
That I'm not like you
And I don't want your advice or praise or to move in the way you do.
And never will

Cause all you people are vampires
And all your stories are stale
And though you pretend to stand by us
I know your certain we will fail.

The best things to ever happen to us often become a blur. The things that make us laugh so often become predictable. We begin to forget what first caught our attention. We start to take advantage because we feel it will always be there.

Unfortunately, one day its not. And its not until its taken away that we realise just how lucky we were. How we were some what dependant on it. And how hollow we feel with out it.

There arn't that many genuine happenings, so when you find one. Nurture it

How can we help others, if not by positive words and good deeds that awaken the success dormant inside each of us?

"Life is a wonderous and amazing journey that none of us come out alive..." so why is it that we insist on giving copious amounts of time to things that mean nothing to us.

People are the way they are. Unless they themselves really want to change.
The truth isn't in what they say, but in their actions.

It may be human nature to lie. But the truth is written all over your face.

I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you
Cos I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and
I want to talk to you
Oh I want to talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung, or do
Something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle?
You can't find your missing piece
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung, or do
Something that's never been done, or do
Something that's never been done

So you don't know where you're going
But you want to talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You'll tell anyone who will listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all

Let's talk

Under the great North star
Try to work out where you are
In the silence of the sea
I don't know where I'll be

In the future, in the past
Going nowhere, much too fast
When I go there, go with me

'Cause I don't know where I'm going and I wanna talk
I feel like I'm going where I've been before
And I wanna talk

Take a picture of something that you're not sure of
Bring it back to show to me
But I don't know what I see

In the future, find a home
Getting nowhere on your own
Got to find your missing piece

'Cause you don't know were you're going and you wanna talk
You feel like you're going where you've been before
Nothing's really making any sense at all
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored

Let's talk

I'm up in the party floor
I'm trying to sing a song
In a language I don't speak

I tried but I can't get through
I'm trying to get to you
But you’re difficult to reach
Won't you talk to me

So you don't know were you're going and you wanna talk
You feel like you're going where you've been before
Let's talk

'Success and failure are both impostors'

My dream of traveling south through sunflower fields and orange groves to Alfacar, to Lorca’s poems nesting in the olive branches, has been hijacked.

Childs Play

Isn't it funny how when you're home you want to be whisked away to some dream like vacation and then when your on vacation you would like to be home? I think if I did go to France it would be different. Theres something about the whole region that makes me just want to go and stay and live for a while. Maybe not right now, maybe when I'm in my 30s or late 20s after making a few films and enjoying myself I'll go settle down in France.

Something like this, just a little house in france overlooking a lake or something like that.

How amazing would it be

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on

There is only one sin, only one. And that is theft. Every other sin is a variation of theft... When you kill a man, you steal a life. You steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. When you cheat, you steal the right to fairness.

If we come to sleep We are His drowsy ones. And if we come to wake We are in His hands. If we come to weeping, We are His cloud full of raindrops. And if we come to laughing, We are His lightning in that moment. If we come to anger and battle, It is the reflection of His wrath. And if we come to peace and pardon, It is the reflection of His love. Who are we in this complicated world?


When you look at your life, in a strange new room, maybe drowning soon, is this the start of it all?

I've started having THE most vivid dreams at around 4am when i finally get off to sleep. I am starting to surprise myself in that the seemingly unimportant topics that i leave at the back of my brain from 7am to midnight seem to push their way into my subconcious once i hit the hay, and the people I end up dreaming about happen to be people I don't have much respect for.

Although this wasn't the case last night. I was in LA again for some very weird reason in a little op shop but it was an outside opshop like the markets you find but things were hanging on book like shelves. Actually they were exactly like those shelves you find in IKEA! Then I saw this taxi and who happened to be waiting for a taxi? KOBE BRYANT (MVP-Most Valuable Player in the NBA and plays for the LA Lakers which I saw in LA when I was there) Anyway he looked at me I looked at him and smiled and then he got into the taxi with a few other guys from the basketball team as they were all wearing their jerseys. I never went over for an autograph or picture just like when I saw Christina Ricci in the supermarket at LA - Although that was real life, and if I did see Kobe Bryant in real life I definately would get a picture.

Then for some weird reason I went into a church which wasnt really like a church and went up for holy communion? I think thats what its called when you go up and they put that white thing in your mouth except when I did it I had no idea what to do with it and it ended up sticking to the roof of my mouth like an old old old chewie and I couldnt get it out until I walked out of the church and pulled it out of my mouth with my hand. Then I walked back in and saw Kobe Bryant there for the second time that day, he was now wearing a Cleveland jersey which is extremely odd seemings I could never imagine him playing for Cleveland. Anyway he looked at me again and we started to chat then he gave me his jersey and signed it and we agreed to catch up later and then he went back out the church into his taxi. A few minutes later I found myself on the sidewalk with a black pen foreging his signature on my jersey about 20 times and then I turned the jersey to the back and what name did it have on the back? LeBRON! (For those who dont know, LeBron is a great NBA player aswell except he isnt as good as Bryant) And then that was the end of my wacky wacky tobacky dream.

Obviously there are details that I won't ever remember again unless I end up returning to the exact same scene on another occasion. Occasionelly I am questioning whether I am even playing myself in my own dreams.
Anyway the bbq at Mike + Brendas was nice today, it wasnt windy like it had been and we all sat out on the balcony overlooking the beach which was wonderful. It also had me regretting that I didnt wear my bathers I should know by now that whenever I'm near any form of water I really want to go for a swim. Like my nana and mum always say I was born a water baby haha.
I'm watching The Kite Runner tonight which is a movie my mum rented out on $1 Tuesdays at civic along with 5 others that we picked. I still have to watch my movie tomorrow before it goes back on tuesday and I pick another bunch of $1 movies to watch for the week. I really have become obsessed with movies though, maybe I really was meant to do this thing. Oh and I found a good job on the site seek which has my name written all over it, they are a promotional magazine which are turning into film distribution and even though its just an intern job which means doing general office shit, it will give me good contacts for the future :) Ill put in my CV tomorrow
KK
bye

HAPPY GO LUCKY MAN, AND THE OWNER OF SKULLS TAVERN.
I WOULD NEVER HAD THOUGHT IT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO ME, BUT ON MAY THE 26TH 2008 I MET MY TRUE LOVE AND SOUL MATE (JENNYfromtheblock)
THIS LADY IS SO WONDERFUL AND CARING.
I THANK MY LUCKY STARS THAT SHE CAME INTO MY TAVERN AND LIFE.
SO IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW LIFE CAN BRING YOU DOWN, ALWAYS LOOK UP TO THE SKY AND YOU TO MIGHT FIND ANGEL LIKE MY JENNY.
WHO LOVE ME FOR ME AND NOT FOR MY GOOD LOOKS AND MONEY. LOL.
I Truely Am The Luckyest Man On Earth.
On The 13th Of July 2008 My love JENNY The Most Wonderful Lady And Angel Asked Me To Marry Her In My Tavern On Mic And I Said Yes.
Plus She Have Me The Most Amazing Ring I Have Ever Had And Im So Proud To Wear It.
JENNY Darling You Are Truely A Angel Sent From Above.
I Hope I Never Lose You XXXXXX.
Then On The 26th Of September 2008 Jenny And I Took Our Next Path To Our eternal Love For Each Other We Got Engaged Leaving Only One More Path To Fullfill Out Happiness.

I'm going to watch Lords of Dogtown again today. Actually in a couple of minutes when my stupid slow facebook photos upload!
I woke up at 11am which is quite late seemings I hardly ever sleep in, even though I had a bad night of waking up multiple times so I guess the sleep in wasnt much of a sleep in. I watched about 2 minutes of tv and then came on here, looked at peoples myspace profiles added my new french friend on facebook and thats basically it. Tonight we're going to my aunties for my nanas bday etc. you get the jist of things.

Anyway I'm off to go watch that movie, I still have CONTROL from civic and its due back tuesday. Im not sure when I'll end up watching that. I hope work wasnt too bad :] and hopefully you had a good night the other night.
ahh havent seen you in a whole week it kind of feels like a month hahaha
k
Bye

First Day

Today was a nice day, it wasnt too hot and wasnt too cold. I woke up around 9 oclock and had a hair appointment in innaloo or somewhere like that at 11.25 with mummah. We went there, I got my hair cut and then we went to ikea as I wanted to change my room up a little bit. No success there, and seemings I utterly despise ikea I was pretty good about it all. There weren't many kids with ADD today thank god! Seemings they have all been locked up by the evil rulers (school). We then got a hotdog which was disgusting, and I ate 1/4 of it then I felt sick and didnt want anymore.

Then had to take a DVD back from civic and I brought a loaf of bread for mumzar. That was basically my day in a nutshell. When I got home I called Franklyn White about murdoch and he gave me some advice, and Im planning on making a meeting with some girl called Carole and hopefully she can help me out. Then I just cruised the net looking at various peoples blogs and alot of english peoples myspace's which are quite cool. I have the sudden urge to go to France, maybe its my new encounters with parisian friends :p.

Mum Dad and I took ziggy for a walk as we regularly do every night now which is kind of annoying but I always seem to feel better after walking in the bush and then going up the massive hill. I just had boiled eggs and soldiers :) A perfect ending to my little brittish day hahaha. It made me feel like a little kid again and it was so nice! Anyway thats it for now, tomorrow is my nanas birthday party and then Im going for a BBQ on sunday at our friends house who live right near the beach which will be nice.

Bye
x